awesome Found

Even better is this comment (abridged) from Lily in somewhere who dont speak english:

"No, I dont think that this anger is missplaced, I just think its simple and clear. She hate you.

There time, when we are young and naive, that we think 2 people are meant to each others and since we want to belive in it so much, we make all the compromises we can to keep it alive. Brutallity of reality sometimes hit harder than we can think. There time you realise you wasnt that special for the other. Actually you realise you didnt meant anything at all for him/her. You are just a part that can be replaced.

Yet i secretly STILL fantasy about bursting out in my ex's bedroom and shoot him in the head, see the little piece of that brain (that he never used for anything else than troubles and messing with me) slapshing arround on the now dirty wall of our old appartement, alllll over that R2D2 collection he cherished OOOOHH SOOO MUCH! I hope i'll fantasy about it all my life."